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kalo uda dateng hari kamis, gw emang super semangat, it’s because friday is my comin-back-home time. mungkin karna gw emang terlalu manja, gw ga bisa jauh-jauh dari bandung and all that stuff; too bad, der! staying here during weekend is a big no no!! bandung is dope for me–after having 5 killing days in jakarta.

jakarta tu NOTHING kalo gada zara ato mangga dua ato iga bakar blok m! hehehe.. gw cinta mati ama yang namanya weekend, i miss my hometown, most of all i miss *yadayada*. ahahaha, apa coba!!

even peter cruoch dah pulang duluan dari jerman, tapi tetep gw yakin dia bakal kembali 4 taun lagi ke afsel buat bawa world cup 2010!! (?!? tampak ga sesuai judul)

gilaaaaaaaaaaa!!! it was an-awesome-as-hell semifinale game! itali emang pantes bgt juara! it was the best match i’ve ever seen along WC06! sumhow, gw ngerasa pertandingan2 wc06 yg kemaren2 bner2 without passion-to-perform bgt! (even full of passion to win, but, helloooo, boring-game!). makanya gw bner2 amazed ama permainan cantik bgt dari italia-germany tadi subuh! pantesnya last night match tuh became finale… (diakhiri dgn kemenangan itali yang dramatis tentunja)

i felt its euforia so dam# much!! ampe merinding gw nontonnya! sumpeh!

ayo grosso!! KALAHKAN PORTUGAL DI FINALE!!!!

(kenapa sih harus portugal? gw menduga inggris yg bakal nantang itali di final! kan seru juga ngeliat dua org jagoan gw berlaga, crouch vs grosso!)

as i’ve just finished read bunch of my long-time-ago SMSes, those memories return.. geez, pardon me, but.. i do need an explanation!!

gw kaya minum black coffee…. tegukan pertama emang kerasa pahit, dan gw tau harus adaptasi di awal2, and yup, i’m used to it! tegukan-tegukan selanjutnya, mulai kerasa manis + wanginya.. sampai di akhir tegukan, ampas kopi kerasa bner2 pahit abiss.. well, nyesel gw minum ampe abis. tapi apa gw harus berenti minum di tengah-tengah? or am i a stupid brewer?? ato emang di akhir cangkir selalu kesisa ampas pahit?

i’m powerless by now.. seolah ending drama tiap babak kehidupan ga pernah berpihak ke gw. kadang gw ga pengen semuanya berakhir gini..  makanya gw ga pengen ada lagi yg dimulai.

cause, i’m afraid of the end scene….

bukankah hidup kita akhirnya harus bahagia??