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from one side, i felt a blessful Holy-day. everything was perfect. but there’s still something missing deep inside. i had enough of daydreaming. standing between the lines of emotional state. leaving me questions which i cannot answer. an answer i can’t find in the good book or drowned in my paper work. well no wonder, the answer is on our hands. lately i’ve been stupidying myself again (what word is that? stupidying?). in a such dramatic and mellow kinda way i remembered those sweet times. times where i’ve had times with i-kno-who ones. an intimate person that we spent in such a mutual ways of dialogues, caressing thoughts and tender smiles. just because i saw our pictures or reading your sms it doesn’t mean i’m a pathetic loser. i tried to make the best out of it but it just got harder and harder everytime. it’s like drugs that kept pulling you back to addiction. like a cancer in your vital organs, you can live but you’re dying. i cannot rephrase this in other more pretty pictures. but it is the way i think.

i’m the sun in my world which makes me blind that i have so many things to concern about outside of my selfishly ego. hunger, poverty, desease, economic frustation, world peace, discriminations and so much others. do i have to concern about those craps? hahaha, wait until i’m titled as governor of BI or vice president marketing of indosat. i should’ve change. not for anyone, not for anything bit for the sake of my mind. talking about changes, i’ve change my haircut, and my hairstyle lil bit.

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