full colour: junks as usual
hi back with me again, i’m spending my weeken’ with big rest, and watching muvee, and blogging junks (as u can see). i watched Lake House for the second times and it’s still stunning! so many great views on that films and the story is outstream somehow. yeah, japan style, never better, eh? …
my day begins at 9am, when i wake up and get ready in the morning, which means getting myself ready. well, actually i was supposed to do my final paper to finish off my study, but it’s more like 1% of it. hehehe.. i’m just enjoying much of my time with myself. a thing i haven’t done in ages. anyway, brilliant friday, tiring saturday, and finest sunday. it’s been lovely days i’ve been through lately. the sun is up, skies are blue. sunshine ain’t so bright. i think it’s gonna rain sometime in the afternoon (well, impossible)
i’ve met many humans with totally different souls i’ve been never found before. they called themselves lovers, but no strings attached. i haven’t felt that i’ve found what i’m looking for. we’re lost in translation even though we’re good in taking mates. i’m not feeling secure at all. feels tricky when i get to that point when i felt that they are mine. when actually my sense of justice blame me for being not fair. they know it and they feel good about it. i want it back. i want it back. those secureness i once felt.
i mean my day with i-kno-who was sunshine, then sunset, then winter pale. haha.. i could laugh on it but still sometimes when i heard the word tompi, hearing his songs, walking near HME still giving me a creep. i couldn’t deny it but what i must confess is i know something that no one could compare. if there’s any chance for me to exchange all my times with i-know-who with anything even gold, surely i wont!
i didn’t thought of much of it. just the memory passes with brought fuzzy feeling inside of me. for those reading this, i’m not grieving at myself now, i’m just being wise from crying out loud. hahaha..
anyway, it was an old page….
my tooth is still sore, it was treated, but i should comeback last friday for another appointment with the dentist, but i want with my ex. remember briliant friday? hehe… my phobia with dentist was finally over, thanks to the nice dentist. my mum introduced me to her, so kind..
i’ve already thanked some people in person, but those that haven’t been thanked in person, just want to know you closer and appreciate you much for spending your goldtime for just reading my junks. haha..
