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jatuh cinta. kaenya, bwt gw, hal itu ga jadi suatu yang aneh tuh. i fall in love everyday, actually. sepertinya itu adalah sesuatu yang sering banget gw alamin. soalnya, dimana pun gw berada, gw sering juga tiba2 jatuh cinta (eKstrim). lebih tepatnya, jatuh suka kali der.

love is great when you find someone to give it. buat gw, ngga peduli dibales ato engga. yang penting, gw uda menikmati saat-saat bareng dia. yang lucu, apapun yang dia lakuin selalu ngebuat gw GR!! kaya watu dia ngomong trus natap mata gw (padahal dia slalu ngelakuin tu ke orang laen juga), ato waktu dia ngga sengaja nyentuh tangan gw (ahahahahahahahaha, najis!!), waktu dia bongkar2 private-equipment macem hp ato tas ato dompet (gw berharap dia cemas klo ngeliat ada foto sapaaa gitu in one of them), ato juga klo dia sms bwat nanyain sesuatu (gw selalu berpikir dia cari alasan doank bwt sms) dan seterusnya.

love keeps your heart busy. yang pasti, gw selalu bersemangat ngejalanin aktivitas yang bisa ngehubungin gw ma dia. fur me, itu tu salah satu (salah satu lho!) yang jadi kunci sukses gw. kalo ada yang bilang gw gampang bgt cinlok ato ke-GR-an, emang gitu kok. that’s not a mistake. soalnya, terkadang lebih banyak hasil postif yang bisa gw dapet.

where there’s a love, there’s a life. sekarang si ada juga yang lagi gw suka (banyak malah! :))). gue pikir si (biasa, GR) dia juga naksir gw. what ever you say, yang jelas gw semangat aja bwt ke kampus. ;P.. positif kan? cinta ngebuat hidup makin hidup (jadi ngga hanya rokok loh!). jadi lebih semangat, lebih rapih+ganteng (even emang udah cetakannya ganteng, tp kan selalu pgn tampil tidy aja depan dia), lebih rajin juga (biar klo dia nanya2 apaa gitu gw ga blank / ga gaptek2 amat), lebih ramah juga (kadang suka juga senyum2 sendiri ke- GR-an).

simple thing often makes me head over heels! (i dont use heels. kan cuma idiom. hehehe). once, someone said this to me,"are you tired? want me to drive?". sweeeeeeeeettt!!! <——– taulah sapa, hahahahahaha, old page once again..

cinderella man.. i’m breathless, cried a little, eerie, apprehensive, frightened on and on at the same time! cinderella man is great as hell! well, russell crowe is a true beast for god sake! hehe,, somehow i love those kind of settings, the people and era of 1930’s, their vest, longcoat and necktie-always-there, pedhora hat, jazz-lounge-dark rhythm, vague club with small amount of lights and full of smokes, those wavy blonde chicks with their longcoat and bright lips. i wish i was born on that epoch!

tristan and isolde.. here’s tristan’s words when sees isolde with someone else.. "i live in torture, thinking of this moments. every look he gives you, i get sicker and sicker. there’s a burning in me. i feel on fire, and there’s a guilt. and i can’t get rid of either. does it make you happy to know that? why does loving you feel so wrong?" *aaarrrrgggghhhh, mate!!*

the notebook.. *i watched it for thousand times* BAZAAR says " for the warm and fuzzy feeling that only mushy romances can inspire the ending". well, u better watch this, highly recommended! Nup, i’m not telling the ending but keep a bigbox of tissues nearby, trust me, althrough no big names, the casts steal the show! one more thing, forget romeo and juliet, this is the love story of the noughties and one  that u’ll remember for decades!!! *sounds hiperbolic, but (again) trust me!!*

well.. kangen nulis blog berbahasa indonesia lagi nih…………
next post deh ;p

hmm.. *let’s straight to the point* i "met" my old gold friend at YM. he emailed asking me to online last night. we chat about all the shit in the world. a simple way in a modern days of getting away from an obstacles throughout our life (i pick up this obstacle word from my lecture i’ve had: yup, ET5003).

he red my blog and found (again) sorrow around me lately (damn you!). he said, just like a glass water, filled it up in the right amount. never too much, it’ll messed up the floor and it doesn’t look good. i said, uh-huh you’re right. small things i almost forgot. he told me that the right person comes in the right time, and i would never regret that moment. but if you face the end of happiness which turns into sadness, you have to thank-God. remember, you’ve felt those happy moments once. what a sunshine! i just can’t be patient sometimes. then we chat for almost 2 hours.

i went sleep and think on the way closing my day. maybe i need something to change my stupid life. everything is just like hell to me lately. maybe i couldn’t talk to someone so intimate like i used to before (okay, so intimate as if i talk with i-kno-who.hahaha). makes me go nuts. maybe i need a pet. at least they hear ya (sgitu deperatenya ya der?!?). or maybe i should redecorate my room again. i dunno. but  i couldn’t get the time to do all of those stuff. but that’s the problem. i should left myself sometime. a time that is mine and know that to change everything need to start from the man in the mirror.

*dewa, you’re devil!!*

couldnt come up with better title i know guys, please.. please accept it once. okay, particularly i did nothing in my holiday after had abroad to one place and caused this ‘oh-my-god-i’m-out-of-money’ condition, just spending better time of sleeping and watching never been touched dvd i’ve bought once,

minutes before, i CDed these songs for brighten up my day:
1.  justin timberlake - sexyback
2.  ape on the roof - everybody wants to be a DJ
3.  panic! at the disco - i wrte sins not tragedies
4.  jars of clay - dead man (carry me)
5.  arctic monkeys - i bet you look good on the dance floor
6.  the killers - bones
7.  corinne bailey star - put your records on
8.  mary j. blidge - be without you
9.  lily allen - smile
10.  embrace - target *gosh, it’s great as hell*
11.  james morisson - you give me something
12.  fergie - london bridge
13.  feist - inside and out
14.  muse - starlight
15.  chemical romance - welcome to the black parade
16.  john mayer trio - who did you think i was?
17.  gorillaz - dare
18.  jamie foxx - unpredictable

this CD’s gonna make my day!!!! halah..