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hmm.. *let’s straight to the point* i "met" my old gold friend at YM. he emailed asking me to online last night. we chat about all the shit in the world. a simple way in a modern days of getting away from an obstacles throughout our life (i pick up this obstacle word from my lecture i’ve had: yup, ET5003).

he red my blog and found (again) sorrow around me lately (damn you!). he said, just like a glass water, filled it up in the right amount. never too much, it’ll messed up the floor and it doesn’t look good. i said, uh-huh you’re right. small things i almost forgot. he told me that the right person comes in the right time, and i would never regret that moment. but if you face the end of happiness which turns into sadness, you have to thank-God. remember, you’ve felt those happy moments once. what a sunshine! i just can’t be patient sometimes. then we chat for almost 2 hours.

i went sleep and think on the way closing my day. maybe i need something to change my stupid life. everything is just like hell to me lately. maybe i couldn’t talk to someone so intimate like i used to before (okay, so intimate as if i talk with i-kno-who.hahaha). makes me go nuts. maybe i need a pet. at least they hear ya (sgitu deperatenya ya der?!?). or maybe i should redecorate my room again. i dunno. but  i couldn’t get the time to do all of those stuff. but that’s the problem. i should left myself sometime. a time that is mine and know that to change everything need to start from the man in the mirror.

*dewa, you’re devil!!*

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