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whoaaa!! tiring saturday, as always. pagi banget gw bangun donk.. it’s about 4.30 in the morning!! kurang tidur aja gitu, secara malemnya gw baru tidur jam1 (ga kurang tidur juga sih. secara gw emang aga kalong gituh). hehehe.. dan tanpa mandi, cuma wudhu buat solat shubuh (even pake sabun muka aja engga donk!!), gw+bokap+nyokap+siko jam 5.30an langsung tenis aja ke sangkuriang. sayang sekali lapangannya basah. huh, bolanya jadi berat aja gitu. sama kaya mata gw (najis, pake analogi sgala)

since there’s always a bless for me, ada aja yang ngebuat gw jadi sneng pagi itu. laras dateng dooonk!! it’s been ages since our last meeting before ramadhan. ko ga pernah ktemu dikampus ya? hiks2.. makin adorable! makin kurus, makin putih, dan dia pake baju sejenis pajamas yang longgar gitu, jadi kliatan keren abissssss! and rite she’s so skinny! dan tipe gw banget!! se nicole richie gitu deh. wadoh jangan2 dia eating disorder lageh. bodo ah. tar juga klo uda gw nikahin (ngarep), gw ajalin maem yg banyak. huuaaaa, tau gitu gw bner2 mandi wajib dulu deh! sial.. ya sudah lah, gw ga sempet ngobrol ma dia, cuma senyum2an doank, secara bonyoknya ga brenti nanya2 gw mulu. "dery uda lama mainnya?" "dery kapan lulus?" "dery ko kurusan?" dan bla bla bla lainnya. dan tibalah saat2 yang dinanti2kan, "dery uda lama ga ktemu laras ya?" dan gw dan laras hanya berbalas senyum and she’s back into her Gogirl magz. dan jam 8.30 akhirnya gw pergi ninggalin dia (kesannya apaa gitu) karna harus siap2 buat ke nikahan kiki.

gw ma nyokap brangkat undangan jam 10.30. dsana, gw ktmu segal, kaget juga, si teman lama, calon dokter (eh kalo lg koas tu uda dokter ya? ya iyalah, secara dia cerita baru aja kemaren dia nolong ibu2 ngelahirin. tnyata fkui tu skola bidan juga. baru tau gw. hehe). cukup banyak ktemu tmn sma. anak2 elektronya uda pada balik. ya sudahlah. abis itu nganter2 mama until jam3an. mo tenis tapi ga jadi karna ujan. jadi di rumah aja, makan (pentiiing!). edan donk, akhir2 ini porsi makan gw super duper banyak. entah lah, i already lost 8 pounds last 2 months, and i think i gain another 4 this week. ktiduran dari jam 4.30pm ampe 6.30pm, some missed calls, "esia"an ma tongki, aplo, tata (total=2 jam 28 menit, terdistribusi gaussian). trus skrg (11pm) ngeblog deh.. uda ah, wanna go out for snacks since i am on a hungry stomach.. =]

last, i do think my life is full of blesses. i start to live my life as it’s golden!

long time no see guys.. almost 3 weeks since my last silly post. seemed like my Bahasa’s post got many attentions. =p well, i dont give a damn, since i write my blog just for myself. yeah, okay, me and half of the world. it’s like i feel much better to write in English, especially this kind of gloom (ups!)

i just got home from campus, working my twentysomething’s life. raining everyday. honestly, i dont like the rain. i only like it when it’s dark and stormy but no water coming down. well, since i’m no God i couldn’t push the button for the rain rite? hehe..

another gloomy story from me (okay, you can close this window by now. hahaha). hff.. i’m tired of being this stupid person who keeps asking question but never seek answer. i dont believe in commitment anymore if you ask me. what i believe is just communication and action. but i dont put too much hope on it too. funny. we already talked so much but still didn’t know what each others want. we’re just a pair of human that are looking for something that not supposed to be there but worthed enuff to fight for. (apa coba?) sounds selfish, yes it is! why does it taste so good sometimes it hurts? why it has to exist? my tears have dried out, my anger has gone. all i could do is just putting them in words. let the world know and paint it darker than before………..

i hv so many that i took for granted. like myself for instead. i should live my life to the fullest. and i will now. i have questioned this matter on and on. kinda bored with it. i’m deleting you from my life. could i?