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long time no see guys.. almost 3 weeks since my last silly post. seemed like my Bahasa’s post got many attentions. =p well, i dont give a damn, since i write my blog just for myself. yeah, okay, me and half of the world. it’s like i feel much better to write in English, especially this kind of gloom (ups!)

i just got home from campus, working my twentysomething’s life. raining everyday. honestly, i dont like the rain. i only like it when it’s dark and stormy but no water coming down. well, since i’m no God i couldn’t push the button for the rain rite? hehe..

another gloomy story from me (okay, you can close this window by now. hahaha). hff.. i’m tired of being this stupid person who keeps asking question but never seek answer. i dont believe in commitment anymore if you ask me. what i believe is just communication and action. but i dont put too much hope on it too. funny. we already talked so much but still didn’t know what each others want. we’re just a pair of human that are looking for something that not supposed to be there but worthed enuff to fight for. (apa coba?) sounds selfish, yes it is! why does it taste so good sometimes it hurts? why it has to exist? my tears have dried out, my anger has gone. all i could do is just putting them in words. let the world know and paint it darker than before………..

i hv so many that i took for granted. like myself for instead. i should live my life to the fullest. and i will now. i have questioned this matter on and on. kinda bored with it. i’m deleting you from my life. could i?

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