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oh, oky if i still have to resolute the whole of mine
this year…..
things are gonna change
Gonna be nicer; to fams, pals, friends, girls, exs, the upcoming :), and (even) strangers.
Gonna shalat more punctual, read alquran more.
Gonna leave those club act, and start all over again.
Gonna read more books, keep up with the news.
Gonna more outspoken, more strict on the finance of mine.
Gonna learn how to cook, spend less money on shopping.
I’ll finish my study on time, and move up on my tugas akhir, everyday.

Resolutions, baby they come and go.
Will I do any of these things?
i have made my resolution and i will try to keep track on it.
If there’s one most thing I must do: despite my greatest fear

again,
all i need is a mind erasing programs, just like jhony mnemonic had. i want to erase and rearrange my time, to the time where there was before you………………………

gw sebenernya anti-resolusi loh.. so mungkin gw hanya mengulang resolusi2 gw taun lalu.. maybe taun depan juga gitu.. taun2 selanjutnya juga.. it seems like i’m no better man time after time. but, that’s me.. i love to be the same stupid person who never like changes. that’s why i’m anti-resolution..
bliss!

2007’s first day………

if I start to think or even a day dreaming about the future, what i meant is some great and happy future (stupid rhetorical).. i mean, i fantasize (sounds creepy) about a lot of things–please dont get me wrong, including that future. it gives me an ideal image of what should be. from our families until boundaries we will had and what we will be. it helps us to somewhat called "escape from the reality" which would give us a feeling of fulfillment even for a short period of time… it’s good in a way but it does disappoint a bit when you realize you’re back in reality. well, it freaks me out. i’d rather choose not to think, i’ll just let it flow just like water.. my dark water. but im agree that every human in this world has running their life using 80 % unconciousness, and just 20 % conciousness. we all loved to dreamed. its normal… and to hell with those people who dont understand us… if people talk negatively about you, live in such a way that no one will believe them.. who cares?

surely i dont wanna fuss about future, the tips are just relax and let the current take ur boat to someplace exiciting and new. let’s say, everything happen for a reason. and we just have to thank-God once again. another piece of my puzzle is added to my life.

a blessing.

well, i’ve been thinking about my life along 2006. so many things happened. i’ve had great and lovefull year if i looked into my opening year–at least 5 great months, and i’ve had rough and bumpy year if i reffered to last couple of months. let me say riska, rahma, meita, elkom, great 20thbday, GPA2.28, internship of mine, jakarta, singapore, malaysia, mum’s love, dad’s finance (hahahaha), ups and downs emotions, faboulous friends–dita, revi, judy, tata, nemi, riri, kukang, dhanu, galih, dewa, olil, pra, tata, dea, ardito, andhara-iman-abi-dewa-esti-shanty (tx fur bday party and all of our nite-job. i’m done, guys. ahahaha), nidong, anin, erik, fauzy, moti, djay-winnu-arbow-ical-cupil (very great internship moments), and i could still go on forever…

I just want to thank all those people:

Thanks for everything and the people I named above… They deserve a special thanks since they keep me alive in one way or the other.

Thanks too for all the tenderness you’ve smiled at me, an unconditional you’ve cared on me, the patientness you’ve heard from me, the sunshine-sunset-and-winter you’ve covered me with, and also the sorrow you’ve given to me over and over again. =]

Thanks so much for giving me advice and talking to me on the phone when I need someone to talk to. You guys are awesome.

Thanks for your trust in me, an honour for me, letting me hear anything from you all, sorry if i couldnt make things better.

Thanks for helping me through hard times.

Thanks for all fun that you’ve given to me.

Thanks for makin my days along last year.

That about covers it. I’ve already thanked some people in person but for those that haven’t been thanked in person,
Thanks for everything, you all rock! Good luck in life.

Very Happy Nu Year 2007!