daydreaming part 3: me and half of the future
2007’s first day………
if I start to think or even a day dreaming about the future, what i meant is some great and happy future (stupid rhetorical).. i mean, i fantasize (sounds creepy) about a lot of things–please dont get me wrong, including that future. it gives me an ideal image of what should be. from our families until boundaries we will had and what we will be. it helps us to somewhat called "escape from the reality" which would give us a feeling of fulfillment even for a short period of time… it’s good in a way but it does disappoint a bit when you realize you’re back in reality. well, it freaks me out. i’d rather choose not to think, i’ll just let it flow just like water.. my dark water. but im agree that every human in this world has running their life using 80 % unconciousness, and just 20 % conciousness. we all loved to dreamed. its normal… and to hell with those people who dont understand us… if people talk negatively about you, live in such a way that no one will believe them.. who cares?
surely i dont wanna fuss about future, the tips are just relax and let the current take ur boat to someplace exiciting and new. let’s say, everything happen for a reason. and we just have to thank-God once again. another piece of my puzzle is added to my life.
a blessing.
