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Hi stranger. Hiya back. Do you think this story is gonna finished with happy ending?. Happy ending is for the story that haven’t finished yet. I watched Mr & Mrs. Smith days ago for the million times i could count. Those lines are my favorite. Nevermind. Mmm.. Yesterday the moon was at its most beautiful. The color was very orange almost blood-red, as big as if it’s giving so much protection. I smile and just silently looked up at the clear night sky, letting my mind roam free.

Time is sliding away from my hands, when she starts counting on my days I could never remember who I am and where I’m standing. My life was nothing but a big wide space to let people draw upon it with their colors: black, grey, violet, red and another black. What? Yes, I still consider them as colors, so it is in my world and me as its monarch. Where I could jump, scream, cry, pray, orgasm between my wisdom and even afraid of the nothingness, it is all possible in my self-cocoon-shelter.

I have learn few things regarding my new life with her. We have shared every thoughts, joy, pain, sadness, jokes, heart with all it complicated meanings yet we understand each other. Every hard times due to our unforgiven past has set us into sweet trouble. But somehow we understand that two different individuals set into one same relationship is the whole meaning of love. 

We always overlooked from the very same spot we connected, the vibe is there but we didn’t feel and listen. That love is actually there, just like the truth everyone believes, so alive like the air every creatures breathing. Even though we’re so different, actually we have so many likenesses in each other. A puzzle completes another. She’ll be my last piece i pray.

Truth is painful, but it always telling us the right thing to do.